I personally don't believe in love for now. Even two of my closest friends feel the same way. We don't believe in love. Why? Because the three of us has been in the position where it promises so much and only to be heartbroken in the end. Like one of them said "Love is a scam". Weird but true...haha.

Lately I have been spending lots of money just for fun. Just for the sake of taking my mind off stuffs. I don't spend money on things like clothes or shoes but I prefer to spend it on food and entertainment. Because that way I'm occupied with stuffs to do and I don't have the time to thing about the past. Thanks all for being there when I need people to talk to or spend time with.

Technically my problems have not settled. Why? The simple fact she refuses to meet or even talk to me. A friend said "you don't even expect an answer because girls prefer to leave it hanging just like that". But why? Isn't it better to sort things out. That way if I happen to see you somewhere I would say hi. But by leaving things this way, if i see you somewhere, I would be dumbstruck because I don't know what to do and I would be disgusted looking at you and you would feel that same way also. I don't know if you are reading this but I hope you do.

On a brighter note, I didn't know I had so many readers on this blog...haha. And thanks to all for the care and concern. :)

I will be away for a few days. I'll be back by Wednesday probably in the afternoon. Hopefully over there I can clear my thoughts and come back a much happier person. I'm afraid that being over there will make me think too much which is not good or senang cakap jangan pk byk sngt...holiday tk gune sak otak sort..btol tk? We'll see how it goes.

Ok lah people will write when I come back ok. Till then.

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